Life is a mess, mom hates me...Feeling extremely depressed. Where do i go from here?

I feel for you and I am so sorry you are going through this. It seems like maybe you are suffering from a depression. I am sorry you have had such a bad time of it. Try talking to someone you trust or try talking to someone who specializes in depression. Please believe me when I tell you even if it dose not feel like it your life is worth living and this world would be a much lonelier place without you in it. And as far as still being a virgin that is such a non issue it just means that when you meet the right person who is worth the love you have to give, you will be giving them the most precious gift that no one else has had. Good Luck and thank you for being in this world. :)